But more often than not, our days together are packed with moments where I just love him so much it feels like my heart is constricting and squeezing and I get a giant lump in my throat. Lots and lots of those today--watching him run at full speed up the driveway after "just checkie the mail," hearing his voice go soooo high-pitched in the car when he asked if we could just "peeeeeez peeeeez go dah park" on our way home from the grocery store, watching him make conversation with the cashier, laughing at his cute little snack setup in his car cart...
Showing me his bunny handstamps after library storytime this morning...
Storytime is so popular at our library that you have to get tickets in order to get in. We got there about twenty minutes early and Matthew held the tickets the entire time we were waiting, and ever so carefully transferred them from hand to hand whenever he needed to switch up what he was doing. Oh my heart. The days are long but the years are so, so, so short (did I mention that we are on week 2 of his big boy bed?!!!).











